At the beginning of the 2009 I gives my life to Christ and I admit that I felt as if somebody had injected liquid love in my body.
God gave me the value to stop to only think about me, of my life like rock star, to begin to see for my daughter. Now I live for God, for my daughter and for me in third place.
Inside the band everything was lie. For that reason I wanted to leave Ragtyme. We saw each other as friends in the scenario or in the videos, but in fact the band came undone. Each other were hated, there was a silent competition to see who had the best girl, or who was more partyship in the bus of the tour.
The enthusiasm of previous days of Ragtyme left. Exactly I did sit down there, in a dark depression, Of what way did I arrive here? Why my life a nightmare is?… Honestly I did feel as if is low a curse. I was drowned, I thought that it will never leave this.
I wanted to abandon the band from much before, but I was afraid of hurting my partners. That of abandoning Ragtyme to follow the one on the way to the Christianity also made it for my daughter. I sit down that to be respected by my daughter is more important than to be rich. I have a 7 year-old daughter, and I want that I can look at myself to the eyes.
The last two years that I was in Ragtyme I became addicted to the Metanfetaminas, and I drank alcohol in denaturalized form every day. Although many times I tries to abandon my addiction by means of rehabilitation programs, I could never achieve it, even after my first daughter's birth.
In those times I thought that I had everything: fame, money and beautiful girls. But I arrived to a moment in which wanted to die. I have a daughter and I could not kill. And I told to God: Help me!!! You Help me or kill me, God. Send me where I should go… sky, hell, what is. I was a good person, but I lost the road many times.
One night I prayed to God, I told him if you are real… please you take me out of the drugs. That they leave, reveal you to me, and other things for the style. I wrote an e-mail to a Christian friend counting him that it felt unhappy, and he responded me the letter with a message where writes me the verse of Matthew 11:28, a verse of the Bible where Jesus invites that they come to Him all those that are tired and overwhelmed. And this passage marked me.
Pray to God and strange things began to happen. I began to see the same verse in other and-mails, posters and cabinets of stores.
To the first service that I was, the shepherd put in the screen Matthew 11:28. Almost I fall. And then I met with a type with which I had made drugs and that now it was except for, and he began me to speak about Jesus. It was as if I didn't have escape.
I had a spiritual encounter that took me higher than any drug that has never taken. It was true - a hundred percent am for sure I had an encounter with God.
After meditating an or two weeks and with my friend's help, I was able to have the desire to throw all my drugs. It was already made!.
So in this 2009, in a concert before 10.000 people in Bakersfield, California, I decided to announce my exit of the band, saying them that I had found to God and that I left the band, you that millions of my admirers around the world were shocked.
But the reality, the true thing is that only through God I was able to leave my addiction to the drugs and the alcohol. It was an event highly impactante, the true existence of God was demonstrated in my life.
Simply "hey smiled again."
Now, I want to offer my testimony to people's to who I will count the form thousands like God can break its chains and to make them truly free.
I only make what God tells me him to make. I pray before singing each song. The things that He tells me that I should make they flourish in my soul.
I want them a lot, they are in my heart that God blesses them.
Gustavo "Chinese Moreno" Ulloa
"G To Christ"
God is real and Jesus this alive one and this waiting that there will be him the door of your heart.
Links:
www.gustavochinomorenoulloa.blogspot.com
www.twitter.com/gtochrist
www.myspace.com/gtochrist
www.facebook.com/gtochrist
www.gustavochino.hi5.com
God gave me the value to stop to only think about me, of my life like rock star, to begin to see for my daughter. Now I live for God, for my daughter and for me in third place.
Inside the band everything was lie. For that reason I wanted to leave Ragtyme. We saw each other as friends in the scenario or in the videos, but in fact the band came undone. Each other were hated, there was a silent competition to see who had the best girl, or who was more partyship in the bus of the tour.
The enthusiasm of previous days of Ragtyme left. Exactly I did sit down there, in a dark depression, Of what way did I arrive here? Why my life a nightmare is?… Honestly I did feel as if is low a curse. I was drowned, I thought that it will never leave this.
I wanted to abandon the band from much before, but I was afraid of hurting my partners. That of abandoning Ragtyme to follow the one on the way to the Christianity also made it for my daughter. I sit down that to be respected by my daughter is more important than to be rich. I have a 7 year-old daughter, and I want that I can look at myself to the eyes.
The last two years that I was in Ragtyme I became addicted to the Metanfetaminas, and I drank alcohol in denaturalized form every day. Although many times I tries to abandon my addiction by means of rehabilitation programs, I could never achieve it, even after my first daughter's birth.
In those times I thought that I had everything: fame, money and beautiful girls. But I arrived to a moment in which wanted to die. I have a daughter and I could not kill. And I told to God: Help me!!! You Help me or kill me, God. Send me where I should go… sky, hell, what is. I was a good person, but I lost the road many times.
One night I prayed to God, I told him if you are real… please you take me out of the drugs. That they leave, reveal you to me, and other things for the style. I wrote an e-mail to a Christian friend counting him that it felt unhappy, and he responded me the letter with a message where writes me the verse of Matthew 11:28, a verse of the Bible where Jesus invites that they come to Him all those that are tired and overwhelmed. And this passage marked me.
Pray to God and strange things began to happen. I began to see the same verse in other and-mails, posters and cabinets of stores.
To the first service that I was, the shepherd put in the screen Matthew 11:28. Almost I fall. And then I met with a type with which I had made drugs and that now it was except for, and he began me to speak about Jesus. It was as if I didn't have escape.
I had a spiritual encounter that took me higher than any drug that has never taken. It was true - a hundred percent am for sure I had an encounter with God.
After meditating an or two weeks and with my friend's help, I was able to have the desire to throw all my drugs. It was already made!.
So in this 2009, in a concert before 10.000 people in Bakersfield, California, I decided to announce my exit of the band, saying them that I had found to God and that I left the band, you that millions of my admirers around the world were shocked.
But the reality, the true thing is that only through God I was able to leave my addiction to the drugs and the alcohol. It was an event highly impactante, the true existence of God was demonstrated in my life.
Simply "hey smiled again."
Now, I want to offer my testimony to people's to who I will count the form thousands like God can break its chains and to make them truly free.
I only make what God tells me him to make. I pray before singing each song. The things that He tells me that I should make they flourish in my soul.
I want them a lot, they are in my heart that God blesses them.
Gustavo "Chinese Moreno" Ulloa
"G To Christ"
God is real and Jesus this alive one and this waiting that there will be him the door of your heart.
Links:
www.gustavochinomorenoulloa.blogspot.com
www.twitter.com/gtochrist
www.myspace.com/gtochrist
www.facebook.com/gtochrist
www.gustavochino.hi5.com
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